Hello Cai, I just recently started following you and would like to say that telling your story is a brave thing, and something that I'm sure must be helpful to many. Regarding this post, I too tried to hide from the world when I was a kid, and into my early adulthood. It took me many years to discover I had a voice of my own. I'm glad you decided to "be big" and I'm happy to believe that I might someday have something to offer the world. But mostly, I'm grateful to have found you, your stories, and your excellent writing.